i blame ihop my mom and cicis pizza for my early labor. december 16 2010 @ 3:45am my life offically changed forever.
i loved every min of being pregnante! i had no major issues with my pregnancy a little spottin in the 1st trimester that the drs said was nothing....clearly they were wrong!
i head him cry for a split second and the quickly took him away from me...i didnt even get to see him till 10am...6hr later. he was so tiny 2lbs 2oz...it looked like he would break if u touched him. i was by his bed side as often ia i could be...it broke my heart to see all those wires on him and that tube down his throat the keep him breathing...i was tarrified that i would lose him...i couldnt lose him.
after i left the hospital i fell into deep depression (ppd) i could no longer feel him kicking, wakeing me up at night with his flips...i missed him so much! for months i saw him every day 4 times a day for 3 hours.
one of the best days ever...a day ill never forget...jan. 1 2011 @ 1am i finaly got to hold him for the first time! i was so scared and so excited @ the same timemonths past by and he got bigger....though it was only for 30min it was the best 30min ever
months went by..he got bigger.he kept gaining weight n got closer n closer to going home...her just had to master the bottle feeding...it took him a couple weeks to get the hang of it but he finaly mastered it....n mommy was so proud!
and on march 2nd 2011 he finaly got to come home :) but along with him came an apnea monitor...a portable oxygen tank and an oxygen concentrator! thats wayy to much equipment for one baby if u ask me! but i did what ever it took to get him home with me n his dadd where he belonged! we never left the house....n if we did it was to go see the dr....and oh boy did that kid have alot of dr apointments....the lung dr to heart dr his regular dr...he went to the dr in 2 months more then i have in a year! in april he came off oxygen and his apnea monitor.....
he is still off the oxygen n is growing up to fast i can hardly stand it! 7month 25in and pushin 20lbs!
that little boy stole my heart...n it is his forever r
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